don't wanna go see the doctor tommorrow....I just don't wanna.

why is it when you're a kid, you get a lolly or some other form of candy or not smacked upside the head for being a good kid at the doctor's, but you get diddy when you're all grown up? I'm still just as scared as I was when I was four, it's still a big deal to me. Hell, it's even bigger, given that it's been nearly five years since I last saw a doctor.

It's kinda like getting your car fixed. They always manage to find something else wrong besides the reason you stopped by. Call me paranoid, but that's what I'm stressing about the most. I don't really want to know how broken I am. I just call it a miricle that I'm still standing.

Ah well, let me hit the sack early so I can get there early and get this shit over with....